Tuesday, November 13, 2012

LIFE AFTER GRADUATION

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       Like everyone i use to think a lot , i will do this and that after my graduation, but i was vain.
First of all my all friends become far away from each other , all began to be busy in their own life and carrier for further go.

                                  I am the one who is stuck like anything, right now i am just sitting uselessly, unemployed, and in deep melancholy. Huh !!! i wish i should have done my M.A right after my graduation. So that i would not have been sad right now. Right now my friends are in 2nd year  M.A and i didn't even yet started. ooof!what am i going to do in my life ahead , i am in vain, everything seems so obscure to me.
           But to tell you what i did after my graduation*******__________________**************

PHASE-1
         I did go for UPSC coaching and it was for 7-8 months. I went for two subject, one for geography (mains-cum prelims) and other was my G.S(mains -cum prelims). We had cut off marks 180 out of 400 marks, CSAT and GS were added and we had to clear it. I thought I can never clear it and I went back Arunachal Pradesh. On the day of prelim result, I saw that my roll number was not there in the result and I thought I didn't clear it and went back to Delhi to pack my beddings to permanently leave New Delhi. But at Gandihivihar in North Delhi, there was a full print out of the UPSC result and there I could see my result, I scored a good mark to clear the prelim atleast. That's other case that I completely left my studies thinking I didnt clear it. By this time it was already too late.  Better luck next year, but I was happy to clear my UPSC Prelim.
       My father and mother were expecting me to get through but I didn't do so they were a bit upset but now everything is fine.

PHASE -2
         After I completed my coaching i came back to Arunachal, my hometown, hoping to get admission for M.A in Rajiv Gandhi university,Doimukh but even there my luck sucked up. i didn't get through, so the administration staff told me that i will get in private in RGU itself. Therefore i waited, hitherto it was august month. i waited for 1 month for the private admission and when i came for it, the office guy said, there is no admission in private for Geography, than i was totally pissed off, i came long way to itanagar from lower Dibang valley dist and my luck didn't support me at all.
                                                                                    So now  with deep sadness i waited  for another month doing nothing, and  later i heard about CMJ university ,shillong. I went and got my admission done, but i never went to class, because i dont  like to stay in shillong plus the university is not yet recognized under UGC.

PHASE-3
               I came back to Arunachal Pradesh, Itanagar where right now i am staying in Mob-1 area above Niti Vihar. So at present i am trying to prepare for my state public service exam. Oh GOD enough of my unluckiness please spare meh yaa....